What a whirlwind, crazy, few weeks it has been. Today is actually my due date. And in celebration of that, I actually hung a picture on the wall in the nursery! :)
When thinking about how our life has changed in 3 weeks, it's hard to even verbalize it! There have been super sweet times, when Jack gives Owen a kiss, or when I get a brief moment to just gaze at my new baby. And then there have been absolutely CRAZY times when Jack is crying because he's in time out for doing whatever he shouldn't be doing for the 75th time in 10 minutes, and Owen is shrieking because he's gassy. And then Jack, in his truly toddler way, starts soliciting help, hollering from the time out corner to everyone in the room...."MammaDaddaBabyOwen, MammaDaddaBabyOwen, MammaDaddaBabyOwen, MammaDaddaBabyOwen...and then you just have to laugh!
I feel like life is truly hectic right now. And I can't believe I'm saying that, honestly, because I feel like all Jack has done for the past 3 weeks is watch Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. But I guess I can believe I'm saying that, because as soon as an episode is done, it's back to toddler antics, which, in and of them selves, are pretty cute and funny. But combined with a baby, is just stressful.
Owen's a pretty good baby, we've had some gas issues, which Jack had and I was hoping to avoid it with Owen, but I think we've gotten that under control. With Jack, the most stressful thing for me was breastfeeding. It was just such a struggle for us, and it really affected my feelings for him. Thankfully, we've avoided that with Owen, as he started supplements in the hospital since he was so tiny. I nursed for 2 weeks while Jeff was home, and have now transitioned to pumping, which has been great. We're still supplementing probably 1/4 of the feedings, but I'm so so happy with where we are in the feeding game.
So, life is crazy, but another good thing about your 2nd is that you know the tough newborn days won't last forever, and eventually, they will smile, they will laugh, they will be as sweet and adorable as your other one. And sometimes that's just what I need to remember to make it through the nights!
And what I also need forever is the help of those around me. Let me tell you. I could not be functioning with out the help of my friends and family!!! I love you all!